EMPTY
I wasn't fascinated to be there today. The place seemed empty and secluded. It was like having the main ingredient of the recipe missing, it was like an alphabet out of a word missing to make it a 'word', to make it into something recognizable and comprehendable! To give sense and meaning to it. And it was as if a sudden fall has struck to a perfectly blooming garden and everything green and colorful shed away, withered and became lifeless.
It felt that way. It felt that way and so much more when I stepped into the building and you weren't around. Knowing that you wouldn't be around any longer. I swayed along the corridors, they were crowded but to me they appeared empty.
It started raining a while after I went there, the rain slowly washed everything except it couldn't remove this one thought out of me or this one hole it couldn't fill, "you're going" or who knows "you're already gone!".
I have never felt this helpless, blank and depressed. Ever.
It felt that way. It felt that way and so much more when I stepped into the building and you weren't around. Knowing that you wouldn't be around any longer. I swayed along the corridors, they were crowded but to me they appeared empty.
It started raining a while after I went there, the rain slowly washed everything except it couldn't remove this one thought out of me or this one hole it couldn't fill, "you're going" or who knows "you're already gone!".
I have never felt this helpless, blank and depressed. Ever.
It was barren land,
And another void,
I stepped in,
Just to know that here too,
Spring lasted,
And it left with you!!
like always
ReplyDeleteyou'll get used to it haha!
DeleteThe emptiness that eats you from indise and somewhere deep down there your heart is being twisted.Crying inside and no one can see and feel what you do.
ReplyDeleteHoping this is not something personal but these feelings are too strong and realistic to be fiction.
Time will not heal but we have to move on somehow distracting and forgetting.
Take care
And please do smile :)
Very true, things fade away :)
DeleteThank you! :)
Partings, ouch!
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DeleteEmptiness similar to..suddenly your own world starts diminishing, nothing feels good... despite of everything around there is a feeling of insecurity and absence.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful and touching as always..
thank you :)
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