JOURNEY

So far my journey has been a solitary wandering in misty lanes . Paths unfamiliar to me yet the only ones I have to follow I presume ! It has been eighteen years and still I've neither decided nor set my destination . I keep changing my goals , visualizing the outcomes before even setting off for achievements and specially nowadays I've NO goals .............. Aim , ambitions they all appear absurd to me ! I just am too lazy to think , to plan and then work out the plan or may be it is just a simple cowardice , may be an excuse because I'm afraid to face the failure , scared to fall ....


Ofcourse I was not like this . Just that a new breeze has changed many things ... I've been dwelling in fog for too long that I like the lost feeling , the ache that entwine my soul every now and then ....I love adventures though the only quest I hate is Life . Unpredictable ....

A L.I.E in LIFE , a L.I.E in live and a L.I.E in believe to be precise !


Whatever !!


Fun , gossips , chatters and laughs , all enjoyments are great though at times I love silence more . The time when I question myself !
People .... Many I get acquainted by . It is interesting to listen the lies when you know or can read the truth . Every other face masked ! Though it turns out people you are attached with can be your greatest weakness at times ... isn't it ?


FRIENDS ......... Awesome ! Treasure of life time as I'd call 'em . Pastels coloring the blank pages of life . Though ofcourse to HAVE a friend ( true pal ) you have got to BE one !


Sometimes through this journey I feel stuck ! I get annoyed with seized , same patterned days and night ...


So you see , the journey that began eighteen years back is still on and apart from the fact that I don't know where I'm going , I still am loving to muse in shaded paths , carving the beauty with perfectionist eye .......

a chronicle incomplete that is .............