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We all are going to talk about our upcoming resolutions. I will talk about my 2012 resolutions. Lets come out fair and square.
Circumstances in which 2012 began I was not really hoping for things to be better, being in despair is my flaw. Life proved me wrong. I was mourning over what I do not have, I had more than I deserve through out the year.
My first of the last year's resolution was 'staying happy'. I won't say I wasn't. It is just that one flaw in me developed. I got sensitive to words, even it was a joke I think too much and later I blamed myself. That created so many problems, which resulted in posts like the one "Life Ache". Nothing is perfect, nothing ever is. I was just trying to be someone I am not.
I realized it two days ago thanks to my best friend who always makes me realize my mistakes, that I just can not help things I worry myself about For example I am a bit reserve and serious. I can not help it, I am like that since always. Etc etc
Circumstances in which 2012 began I was not really hoping for things to be better, being in despair is my flaw. Life proved me wrong. I was mourning over what I do not have, I had more than I deserve through out the year.
My first of the last year's resolution was 'staying happy'. I won't say I wasn't. It is just that one flaw in me developed. I got sensitive to words, even it was a joke I think too much and later I blamed myself. That created so many problems, which resulted in posts like the one "Life Ache". Nothing is perfect, nothing ever is. I was just trying to be someone I am not.
I realized it two days ago thanks to my best friend who always makes me realize my mistakes, that I just can not help things I worry myself about For example I am a bit reserve and serious. I can not help it, I am like that since always. Etc etc
Second was to learn anger management, lets not discuss that :P
No wese, I worked on it and it is in progress. I get less mad than I used to get :P
Third was to be a bit responsible. Oh yes I developed that habit. Now I just do not have to bribe my brothers for finding things I lost because I mostly don't :P
And well these three were the most important ones.
So, to be honest I did not really have done a great job this year. Just that .... Well I should really need to change my mind set from thinking stuff I shouldn't and staying too much in past. How things were. Teenage is over!
Sighs.
I always think positive after drifting to too much negative, wonder when am I going to work on staying ositive too.
No wese, I worked on it and it is in progress. I get less mad than I used to get :P
Third was to be a bit responsible. Oh yes I developed that habit. Now I just do not have to bribe my brothers for finding things I lost because I mostly don't :P
And well these three were the most important ones.
So, to be honest I did not really have done a great job this year. Just that .... Well I should really need to change my mind set from thinking stuff I shouldn't and staying too much in past. How things were. Teenage is over!
Sighs.
I always think positive after drifting to too much negative, wonder when am I going to work on staying ositive too.
I liked the set of resolutions you made. Everyone deals with the same. The quote you mentioned above says that all...Inspiring :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong, believe in urself and God! :)
Everything will go fine...
Stay smiling!
Thank you dear friend :)
DeleteTrue, we can only be happy once we accept who we really are and realise that nothing would ever change that, so we might as well accept ourselves as we are.
ReplyDeletemhmm.. :)
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