Life-Ache
My existence, myself and I are always misunderstood. And life always leave me in deep moments of agony, solitude and tears like this one.
Before it never really mattered to me but now this has grown a sore, bitter, poisonous ache eating me from inside.
Tell where am I wrong? Just do not make me fade like that bit by bit it is unbearable.
I am too weak to face life.
I have no right to live and no intention to survive.
Before it never really mattered to me but now this has grown a sore, bitter, poisonous ache eating me from inside.
Tell where am I wrong? Just do not make me fade like that bit by bit it is unbearable.
I have no right to live and no intention to survive.
Don't lose hope, Ph, never lose hope. Look beyond the pain, you'll see reasons for survival; tiny reasons but reasons nonetheless. And believe me those tiny bits will form into great needs for survival.
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I wish what you say is true.
DeleteIt is hard to fight with my own self and think of anything good when I am compelled to believe in the harshness of life at the moment.
Always remember one thing; If life continues to hurt you, make you feel like lost sometimes then its a proof that you are still alive. and a sign that happiness are on its way. :) Its just a phase and its a common phase in every one's life, mine too. It will pass away. :) Do the things you like to do. Eat good, think good. You'll be fine. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteI could so much relate to your opening lines. I was on kinda same page till last year, but I found that death is not an answer to the questions. Life is, and the purpose is to fight back, and win against all odds. If you dont feel like going on, close your eyes, listen to the dream you always wanted to come true, that which you have envisioned from childhood. Live at least for that, for, it is gonna come true. Trust me on that. It does happen. # own exp. Take care sweety :) Hugs :)
ReplyDelete:) Thank you!
DeleteHey Dear,
ReplyDeleteSince I count you in some of my dearies..I am afraid reading back to back melancholic posts. Let me know if they are past experience threatening you till today, sort of imagination or really something going on of such kind with you..
If they are true, I'd advice you that my dad gave me, ''Being emotional is very important and its good but being too much emotional is like a call to fatal''
Precious Lines from my Grand ma,
''When we get so much of love, we are at the top of the world and get madly blind within its sweetness! But when we realize that there is no one to love, we mourn over it!''
Take care
My problem is since past year I do not know why but I have grown quite sensitive to words and I get into such moods whenever anyone says something bad about me or even a single comment. That is all.
DeleteI heard "You are rude" (by my relative who I know was purposefully saying that)
and that lead me to tears and I wrote this stupid post :/
Although I never mattered things like that but now I do.
I wish to change that.
:(
Thank you for sharing your Dad's and Grandmother's words. They both right. I am over emotional since last year. I wish to come back to the way I was. I will keep it in mind.
yee Really bit by bit it is unbearable....Allah Khair.
ReplyDeleteNothing big. Just words :(
DeleteWords similar to my condition,
Deletethese days...:(
we all get to face life every now and then isn't it? :(
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