No Answer!
'Sunshine' was bleak and in dying light, in silence a question echoed, I heard;
Why do people come in our lives and become so dear, so important when one day they've to leave??!!
I imagined myself standing there helpless, as she asked and cried. I was numbed. Too lost to have answered then. To be honest there isn't an answer to this but well, no one can stop the pen from bruising paper isn't it? May be words won't satisfy you but still;
Only to let you know how it feels when heart beats belly to some enchanted notes. Only to let you feel how pure you are and how much love can fill in your heart and lift you up in the skies. You reach out without fearing to fall, believing to have your hands in a secure hold of your beloved! Never letting you go! To make you strong enough to tackle anything that may hurdle your path and at the same time making you too weak to survive, to even imagine life without the one you love....
Seconds may hold centuries and silence grows menacing. Heart cries, tears devour, yet there is no explanation to love! No cure, no barrier to seize and block every feeling and emotion that flows like any cascade in its full grace!
And then you can never let go! Never you find answers to all those innocent questions, no key to the locked doors. After a period, after the addiction of pain becomes deep rooted and the fragments, to an extent assemble into an existence once more, you take a step forward after a long halt! And the entire world changes! Somewhere in between the strings of time, you've lost yourself! The 'true you' left behind entangled and woven in past... So you move one! Learn to smile. Smile, laugh and sooth the ache that stings time to time...
*Sighs*
The PS, PPS, PPPS and PPPPS broke the seriousness of the post.
ReplyDeleteAs for the post, is it the holidays that do this to you? :P
Wonderful, oh and don't loose yourself to the past.
Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
your too cute with your P.S'es
ReplyDeleteyou write a lot about 'love'...
ya, its the some old notorious love :p
ReplyDeleteyes you write a lot about love..you should pay tax on that :P haha
ReplyDelete*get serious* ... This was a very beautifully worded post. Really liked the flow. The way you tiptoed from one point to another and jumped from one stone to another was really soothing to read. Kudos PH. Good work.
@ Blasphemous : Well, I just can not keep it all serious :P But still, I've removed the PS'es :D LOL I will notice it from now on if it is vacations the cause :P When you have your friend feeling all sad and asking you a bunch of questions like that, such thoughts are natural then :D
ReplyDeleteThank you very much :)
@ herenownotforever : Thank you very much :) No I mostly avoid the topic it's just these days I'm writing on it :D
@ majworld : LOL :P :D
@ Eddie : Thnak you for such a nice comment and praise Eddie :)
very beautiful and very apt Ph.. very heart felt post baby :)
ReplyDelete@ mahlaqa : Thank you very much dear :)
ReplyDelete*sighs* I'm truly loving your post.. *hearts*
ReplyDelete@ ITM! : <3 Thank you very much :)
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