Memories ...
Then I looked back to see if the voices that once chanted in springs -my springs- were there to accompany me in this barrenness or that was I the sole wanderer amidst the fog ?? All I hear was a mocking laugh of silence itself at my belief .. at the falsehood I was after ! Overlooking the the bleeding realities on purpose . Was I to coward to face the present eye to eye or was I too lost to found my voice , to found myself and to hold on ??!!!
I searched for a diversion , a distraction just to escape the desolation but the more I ran away the more that it came infront of me ....
And again today , it is that a cold breeze blew , lightening what was burnt to ashes .......
the memories ........
Aah that's so beautifully expressed. Left me mesmerized.
ReplyDeleteThe last line said it all. *sigh*
ReplyDeleteI THINK
ReplyDeleteSHE TELLS
A STORY;
anyway "GODBLESS YOUR SON"
HAPPY DEEVALY
we all have memories associated with each season, it just intensifies in winter due to the overall darkness...
ReplyDeletethis is the season of memories :)
ReplyDeletevery well written..quite touching..
ReplyDeleteShail
@ Ria : Thank you :)
ReplyDelete@ Tazeen : Ah yes !
@ Anonymous : Umm... I do not have a son :p but still thank you very much and greetings of Deevaly to you as well :)
@ nZ! : true that !
@ majworld : yup ! it is :)
@ Sahil : Thank you so much :)
The pic is amazing... about the post? its nostalgic, you should be writing happy happy posts... not that you don't write these well, but that the posts don't go along with your name. :P
ReplyDeleteI like it though.
Cheers
Blasphemous Aesthete
girl!!you're getting deeper and deeper day by day!!i have to concentrate soo much to deduce the hidden meaning :)
ReplyDeletenice,it is :)
mashallah, your way with words speaks of hidden emotions beautifully
ReplyDelete@ Blasphemous : Happy posts are too hard to write :p No , was just kidding only :D It is just a winter's melow mood .
ReplyDeleteSeriously , I'm thinking of writing less sad more happy posts from now on :)
Thank you so much :)
@ Anonymous : Ahan :D thanks :)
@ Divaa Divine : Thank you very much :)