Through Shades ...
May be a frozen time , may be a strange dimension , I do not know but it was something killing me from the inside . Silence which whispered and I was surrounded by burning memories !!
Like a slow poison it was.......
No where to go ! I stood stunned looking at the sudden change of events , the growing darkness , black where ever I looked and its effects enfolding my soul ...
Ah !
From words that had hurt every bit of me I had isolated myself , knowing nothing of the "world" since I had seen through the glittering lights the cruelty that had prevailed , forever the "world" had been nothing but a falsehood ... Fake attitudes , masked faces !
So , it was then that I ventured on this unknown path rather than putting mask as everyone had . Path towards an unknown destiny , where ever it may lead . I chose to be nothing but myself and never to question the fate and I learnt to move on !
Umm .. Hope they say is a glow of life , I say it is plainly deceiving yourself , hoping for the best when there is a continuous turn of events from bad to worst .
It has never been said bad to best ! =/
Now that I have emerged I care for no words because I know they are always meant to be hurtful and sugar coated praises are nothing more than betraying melodies .... I fall for none !
Rigid ... No ! Just more logical may be because through black you get to see what has been hidden in bright colors !!
Darkness is not always that cause blindness you know !
Like a slow poison it was.......
No where to go ! I stood stunned looking at the sudden change of events , the growing darkness , black where ever I looked and its effects enfolding my soul ...
Ah !
From words that had hurt every bit of me I had isolated myself , knowing nothing of the "world" since I had seen through the glittering lights the cruelty that had prevailed , forever the "world" had been nothing but a falsehood ... Fake attitudes , masked faces !
So , it was then that I ventured on this unknown path rather than putting mask as everyone had . Path towards an unknown destiny , where ever it may lead . I chose to be nothing but myself and never to question the fate and I learnt to move on !
Umm .. Hope they say is a glow of life , I say it is plainly deceiving yourself , hoping for the best when there is a continuous turn of events from bad to worst .
It has never been said bad to best ! =/
Now that I have emerged I care for no words because I know they are always meant to be hurtful and sugar coated praises are nothing more than betraying melodies .... I fall for none !
Rigid ... No ! Just more logical may be because through black you get to see what has been hidden in bright colors !!
Darkness is not always that cause blindness you know !
Damn damn! just read your last two sentences again. :D I am blown apart. Whoa! But I can't complement you much because you just mentioned about some betraying melodies =P ehehe!
ReplyDeleteheyyy! great melodious post =]
ReplyDeletebut bleak =o
on your blog after such a long time =| exams =[
loved the new layout <3 awesome!
@ Xehra : I really like you visiting my little place :D
ReplyDeletelol Shukria ! thank you very much :) And girl betraying melodies are to be which ones , you know it better too :D
Thank you sooo much :)
@ Sidrah : hello girl :) Yup ! it is after a while you visited :) but thats ok I know you are having exams :)
*good luck*
And thank you very much for the likes :)
itni moti moti baatein aur wh bhi angreezi mein :p nice flowing post..one of those sad slow mood posts in autumn :)..take a cup of tea and all will be gud :)
ReplyDeleteenjoyed reading this one..
We'll see princess, who knows, a change is on the cards.
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Cheers to you!
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Loved the last line..
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@ majworld : lol haha :D See it is just the mood of autumn that caused me to write this post :D lol sur thing tea then :p
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@ Anonymous : =)
@ Blasphemous : True that ! Thank you very much :)
@ Bea : thank you :)
@ Impossible : Thank you :)
Hey...just passed by your blog..
ReplyDeletelovely post..
liked the words "......through black you get to see what has been hidden in bright colors !!"
nice layout. :)
ReplyDeleteI like the melancholy in the post...and the flow.
'World had been nothing but a falsehood'
Gosh. <3
It's beautifully written :-)I know it has never been said bad to best, but I also know Allah says never ever get Mayoos of his Rehmat :-) Subhan-Allah.
ReplyDeleteBtw: *thumbs up* for your new layout, I loved it, it's kind of typical. . . you ;-P
@ Sahil : Hello :) Welcome to my blog ! thank you very much for the visit , I am glad you dropped by :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the like :)
@ Komal Ali : Thank you very much :)
@ Dua : True that ! Indeed Allah says to lighten our hearts with hope :) It is just a depressed mood that I wrote this one :)
LOL ahahaha I like this @ *typical..you* thank you very much and so true :D
hmm: same problem most of us are suffering from in this world...
ReplyDeletethrough black u get to see wat is hidden in bright colours....
ReplyDeletei luv the line. beautifully written :)
@ Nisha : thank you :)
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