Restlessness #1
When it gets too much for me to bear, I let my heart scream.
In nights like these, when I am too lost, at that moment I search myself
I am nowhere but in the world of illusions which I try to refrain myself to be in, is where I am and
there is no escape. Of course nothing is complete. My life is not meaningless but fruitless efforts and constant set backs frequently remind me it is. I teleport, to and fro, from reality to my own world. Both are falling apart.
sadly, this time, I have no words for solace or give hope .. Coz its something i am into, still, perhaps years? And its kinda became a routine now.. As far as falling apart is concerned, yet sometimes you get used to that, coz you know you cant do anything, and just bear the pain, which is a soft companion compared to harsh world. Senseless words, but i guess you could very well relate to .. take care :)
ReplyDeleteAt times I do not really know what I am writing, just in a flow these random outburst become posts =)
DeleteSighs!
You too! Stay blessed :)
I guess such random outbursts are good.. helps you keep sane, and gives you energy to fight back, just when you are on verge of giving up again .. Take care :)
DeleteAgreed :)
DeleteThank you very much!
It's good to let the pain and hopeless thoughts flow out so that positive thoughts and hopes can fill that place! :)
ReplyDeleteAgreed with you :)
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