Sometimes I wish to surrender before life and its uncertainties but somehow, no matter how harsh days get I manage to live through. Just live through and move on to the next day. Nothing much change but apparently time flies, skipping a day after another and an year to next.
I am too down today to think of what I have gained or lost. And to be honest I do not care for that. One thing, just one thing that I wish for is escape. But the more I am hating life the more it is keeping me trapped...... trapped and occupied and I am doing nothing but to live the time. At its best and at its worst, I'm living. Is it supposed to matter to me? That I manage to survive? Every time??!!!
It doesn't!
Hello Ph_! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for visiting and leaving a sweet comment on my blog. Much appreciated! (^◡^)
Sometimes life does get aimless where nothing matters, emotions coil somewhere in the corner of mind. Days are then blatant and listless. Yet you continue to survive without giving up on life. That is most important. We don't know when what will happen, but to be able to live through all that has already occurred means that we are still a fighter with hopes.
Keep the spirit of living alive and that's all you need. Rest will follow one day or the other.
Take care! :)
You are welcome, I like reading your posts :)
DeleteIndeed. I have realized this now that what matters is living the days bright or dark, to the fullest and not giving up.
Thank you very much :)
no matter what you think, you have to live through the day, so instead of being all down, you need to find a positive point in your life, like a hobby, and focus on that =) its better to be positive and live than being sad and down because either way you are trapped in life so make the most of it =)
ReplyDeletebest wishes
I will take that advice, being positive is what I should do because pessimism is not driving me anywhere.
DeleteThank you very much! :)
Hi Ph_!
ReplyDeleteI have tagged you for Liebster Blog award.
This is the link. I would be happy if you find time to visit at least. :)
http://imaginativespiral.blogspot.com/2012/07/tagging-season-2-episode-1.html
I am extremely sorry for a delayed reply :$ I get to answer and visit blogs on Sundays mostly these days because I packed schedule.
DeleteThank you soooooooooooo much for the tag, I am honored! :) I saw it and I am definitely going to do that tag post too :)
And like tradition I have put the award in the page above <3 Thank you!
DeleteOK, so you may be feeling a bit down on your luck, feeling sorry for yourself, or simply have a pessimist outlook on life may find it hard to evaluate yourself in order to move forward into a positive direction. The reason being is because you will find many excuses to talk yourself out of changing your way of thinking and you tend to feed on the your negative emotions. But, if you are tired of being on the same boat meaning that you are tired of doing things that do not work for you then this would be a good time to evaluate your life so that you can move forward into the positive direction which will lead you to the place where you need to be.
ReplyDeleteReflecting on your life is the best thing that you could do. :)
I know how strong you are - I have seen you <3 ILY. :)
First of all I can not tell you how much I am excited to receive soooooo many comments from you and more than that excited to know you actually came here and found stuff worth reading :) :* Thank you! For sharing this thought especially because after reading this I realized that may be I have been pushing used to keeping myself that is why I am always with the same mood. May be things aren't that bad!
DeleteAnd yes, I am copying this to somewhere I will always look whenever I feel that way. To always remember these words cause they mean a lot to me!
And yes, I LOVE YOU IKA!
Really! Like a sister or even more than that I wish you know!
<3 <3 <3