Past few days ........

So was I a freak,
Selfish and insane?
to repel you from myself,
Or did I saw you suffer strain!
Because of me, how could I stand?

Clouds so grey that paved their way,
into your future If you've taken my hand!
Because of me, how could I stand? 

you see...
Love for me was loving you, yes!
Love for me was "our world", yes!
But more than that was your happiness!
May be I saw I wasn't the one?
May be I knew on thorns we intended to run!
I could not stand your dreams fall apart,
So I closed the door of my heart,
the door which once for only you was ajar!