BLA BLA BLA BLA...

Planning to delete archives you know, majority of posts are written taken inspirations from my friends' life or if they actually asked me to write. I used to be such a good listener back then O_o
For readers labels have mylife you know.. believe that ONLY... 
A trip down the memory lane reminded me, didn't think anything but books back then, fulfilling one dream at a time. Engineering was stuck in my head so bad!!!!!!!! I wanted to be an ENGINEER...

And that is the thing about my head. If it get stuck at a point... Consequences....

I am a very stubborn being. 

Or was.

Nah! Still am.

Man! in the beginning of days of this blog (I wrote pathetic pieces I know) but I was so FAARIGH (read-prone to nothingness??) you know, I wrote for people whatever they asked O_o
And my friends liked my fail efforts at rhyming or scribbling.
(Thank u all for being amazing :):) )
Then the ups and downs, the back aching encounter with life off and on and...
Why should I say everything here?

Ooo and lately I've been blabbing a lot. Pointlessly. Here. For two reasons.

1. I am off from uni these days, I have plenty of time and most importantly
2. I am distracting myself -_-

So any problem? No?? Good, its my place after all :D

Anyways lots and lots and lots of.......... thoughts that are so influencing that I am either dazed and gone, or suffer from the what and ifs madness. I cannot write them sometimes, even if I do try to they're too incoherent. I lack the skill too and I do not what to write them sometimes. I get too tired to repeat and repeat stuff that is already making me mentally exhausted. 

Yeah...

And.............. Behold my artistic skills:

I used to draw :) A lot. And one of friend suggested I should get back to it to help me come at ease a bit... from frustration? Or to keep my mind off a bit from "the departure news" that has caused fever that won't go till today (P.S no kidding, I have temperature since like a week? who cares?) and that has caused a lot of sleeplessness. And restlessness. And....

Anyways.

Ooh and I promised myself two things one of which was NO MORE EYE SHADES.

Brown smookey stuff is the last thing I bought :)

I always keep my words..

Here u go, mac 24 shade pallet...

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I wish you knew, 

I wish you read,

In profound words,  

Secret untold, simply

written on my face..

~Ph_

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Christmas lights glisten,

I've got my eye on the door,

Just waiting for you to walk in,

But the time is ticking,

People ask me how I've been

As I comb back through my memory

.

.

But there is one thing missing

.

you...

~Taylor Swift

Good night blogger.