Restlessness #5

 I am not sure what was it. A bad dream? I snapped out of it, more drained.
My energy seemed all gone, the zeal and spark......gone.......
There was this voice saying move on. I became addicted to that sound, not in senses enough to pay attention and implement it. Was it an order or just advice?? I couldn't interpret. However, I loved listening to it again and again. And thus I kept throwing myself more until I was shrouded with all black! The memory haunts me still, I do not know if I took a step forward or backwards but... the nightmare I feel, raises my fears everyday...

I do wish to let go... I do not know how...