This is my escape!
Words, aimless, scattered thoughts, restlessness, silence yet chaos, shattered and what not?
Myself and I, whispers, dreams and reality? Days and nights, laziness, numbness, lost, drowned, drifted away, not in myself, not wanting to be though I know half of who I am is what they put of all of themselves to be the best, to be that ahead! I have......... quitted??
I don't know what in the world I just wrote....
Words, aimless, scattered thoughts, restlessness, silence yet chaos, shattered and what not?
Myself and I, whispers, dreams and reality? Days and nights, laziness, numbness, lost, drowned, drifted away, not in myself, not wanting to be though I know half of who I am is what they put of all of themselves to be the best, to be that ahead! I have......... quitted??
I don't know what in the world I just wrote....
And you just wrote something Emphatic!
ReplyDeleteYour each word speaks of a person loitering with turmoil thoughts, seeking pleasure but unfortunate her fate ... everything in illusion !
Lovely! :)
Thank you :)
DeleteWAISE I SHOULDN'T ASK THIS BUT PUCHE BINA DIL MANEGA NAHI BETE ITNA DARD KU HAI..???
ReplyDeletePata nahi, khud ko nikal nahi pa rahi hun is depression se men. Chah k bhe, udasi a he jati hai.
DeleteSighs.
that's it! it doesn't make sense. do feelings always make sense? =) no they son't
ReplyDeleteYes they don't. I liked this perspective of yours, yes the feelings are like that! :)
DeleteThank you. :)
Where are you Ph_???
ReplyDeleteI am looking for you.
Looking for me on social sites?? :$
DeleteI was at twitter, other than that nowhere.
But I deleted my twitter too a few weeks back :/
No! I was looking for you in this post since you seem lost.
DeleteThis was supposed to be a joke. :P
I just wanted to lighten up the mood here.
hahhaa so I killed the joke :P
DeleteI'm sorry :P
haha gibberish. but sometimes i feel like that too...its just a matter of time and searching! enjoy the journey
ReplyDeleteJust a matter of time, I know. I just need to keep that in mind.
DeleteThank you :)
looks like the waiting game still goes on....
ReplyDeleteYes, it does and it is killing me. :(
Delete... You manage to speak my mind all the time :)
ReplyDeleteYou are the best whe nyou write !
:)
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